Welcome back to the show! While I’ve been busy playing catch-up with the novels and novellas I’ve been finishing up and editing on, I’ve let the site play host to other authors in the genre. Since the theme here is, Our Darkest Fears, I believe it’s good to have other thoughts and angles examined by others in the field. I like to let others play in my sandbox! Today, Joseph Pinto stops by to discuss the very personal story behind his new novella, Dusk and Summer. His post really struck a chord with me because of my grandfather. The pain I felt over his loss was something I bled out on the page when I wrote the flash story, The Conversation. Now, let’s sit back and let Joseph tell us his tale and support the book for a good cause…
Horror Elements in Dusk and Summer
Joseph A. Pinto
Writing horror and prose of the dark, angst-ridden nature comes naturally to me, but the topic and tone of Dusk and Summer was unlike anything I’d ever attempted before. I guess I should back up; nearly eight and half years ago, my father was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. For the first time in my life, I’d come face to face with a monster beyond my wildest imagination.
In truth, my novella Dusk and Summer is anything but a horror story, but some elements of what you would find in horror literature are there. The theme and threat of cancer, though unnamed in my novella, nonetheless lurks in the shadows. Like in any good horror book or movie, sometimes what you don’t see is more horrifying than what you do see. Unfortunately, I know this all too well.
I wrote my novella from the heart and it will become apparent to all readers. The rawness of emotion is nearly visceral in nature, yet my prose remains concise and descriptive. Passages like “Perhaps he left me long before I care to admit, long before he refused his last meals, long before his spent eyes flickered like candles behind cracked panes of some forlorn, abandoned house,” may hint at an ominous darkness. “The dying come here. Then, I deliver them,” is more reflective of my horror nature as a writer than I care to admit.
My father loved the ocean and Dusk and Summer is my tribute book to him; a fantasy he would have loved to experience. It’s an honest, raw tale of loss, grief and the bittersweet discovery of hope; a fable where a dying father’s fate calls for him from beneath the ocean’s surface, and a son’s destiny unfolds in the soft, fading light between dusk and summer.
Please join me on a journey of a lifetime by reading Dusk and Summer. You’ll also be supporting a very worthy cause in the process. I’m proudly donating a portion of proceeds from each sale to the Lustgarten Foundation for Pancreatic Cancer Research.
The Good Fight
(An Excerpt From Dusk and Summer)
I lost my father between dusk and summer.
Perhaps he left me long before I care to admit, long before he refused his last meals, long before his spent eyes flickered like candles behind cracked panes of some forlorn, abandoned house. Before his neglected muscles jellied into the folds of his stark white hospital sheet, and the rise of his chest grew shallow and weak. Maybe it was plain selfishness on my behalf; sitting at his bedside all those times, soothing his ears with encouragement as I squeezed his hand, desperate to impart the very courage and determination he had infused into me over my years. Even as he relied on me to raise a flimsy plastic cup of ice water to his parched lips. Had I become too scared to realize or just too blinded to ask: whose fight did this now become?
“…find me… from Tolten…”
I could have dismissed the words from his cracked lips as merely disoriented chatter, but his mouth pursed them too purposely, his tone too firm. Still, my father’s words jolted me from my bedside vigil. I bent over his thinning form, promptly taking his hand into mine.
“…go… now,” he croaked, his strength fading.
I held my breath, dared not speak. Gently, I massaged his fingers, marveling how thick and calloused they remained; my own always a child’s within their clasp. Typical blue collar hands, fearless of toil and grime. My father squeezed back, eyes widening. His candlelight flared, sparked brilliantly a moment before blinking away. I knew then I had been wrong. Someone remained home inside that deteriorating body after all. My father hung on, refusing to surrender. But what little had spilled from his lips now hung heavy between us. The message became clear. My father would not leave me.
Not until I finished his business.
My throat constricted as a terrible heat swelled within my chest. I gritted my teeth, blinked furiously and choked back the tears best as I could. Eventually, I eased him into continuing. A corner of his mouth curled. It gained momentum, spreading across his lips, his smile warming me. From within his cocoon of pillows, my father nodded his approval.
I leaned close, carefully straightening the air tube dangling from his nose. Caressed his cheek, returning his smile as his short, white stubble tickled my palm. Swallowed another blistering lump deeper into my throat. “Tell me what you want me to do, Pops,” I whispered.
I listened very intently to the scarce words my father pushed from his lips. Go. 141 Sea Cargo Drive. Manasquan. You’ll know. Go now. He did not tell me what I would find or even what I needed to do. He held the obvious trust that I would just as soon figure it out, and I was not about to question or let him down. I kissed his forehead, told him I would leave, that I would see him later. From the moment my father became sick, goodbyes no longer existed. Only see you laters. As I forced myself from his sallow room, he cleared his throat. Must find me… she… come back from Tolten. I froze, deluged with fear and for the very first time a sense of hopelessness as I questioned, but for a moment, the sanity of his words, the tenuous grip he maintained upon his own reality. No; I would have none of that. I squared my jaw, turned and measured my father. I did not see a sick and dying man. The matted wisps of white hair that returned after his last bout of chemotherapy were gone, transformed into thick, luxurious curls of chestnut locks brushed back in heaps. The sagging skin of his arms now tight, bulging with muscle, the tattoos acquired while stationed in the Air Force as crisp and fresh as the day they were etched. Shoulders squared, again capable of carrying the world as he had done so many times before. Chest, wide and broad—within, the power of a Titan, the pride of a lion. Skin so vibrant and pure. His sickness did not diminish his stature. My father grew before my eyes, every day becoming more the man I had known. I nodded, determined to accomplish what he needed of me.
I nearly collided with the nurse as I left his room. “Oh, I’m so sorry!” she exclaimed.
“No, it was me. I should’ve watched where I was going.”
Her thoughtful eyes washed over me. “How are you holding up?”
My father’s nurse was one of the better ones and tended to him with sincere compassion. Painfully, I had encountered too many who believed my father was just another room number. I regarded her nameplate, my gaze lingering. Dawn. Normally I would have little difficulty remembering. I had seen enough of her—every day for the past week, too many, many times over the past months. All that while, I found it easier to address her with simple hellos, with downcast, fleeting glances. I disassociated myself from the moment she entered his room. For my own self-preservation, I could not bear to voice her name. I had no choice. To do so would have thrown me under the remorseless incandescent glare of reality and I liked it where I was, alone, lost within ignorant shadows. There I could disguise life; the curtained obscurity made things not so real. It took all I could do from dropping my head upon her shoulder and weep. The shrug I managed in response drained all that remained of me.
Hesitantly, Dawn lifted her hand, carefully rested it along my arm. Gave me a soft but reassuring stroke, then slowly pulled away. “The morphine drip you requested is working as well as it could right now. Your dad has been unbelievable, you know. Joking nonstop, up until…”
My features shifted. She read it well. No luxury of morphine existed to mask my own pain. Dawn stole a look down the hall. No one approached. “Has the doctor seen you recently?”
“No more than he needs to, I guess.”
She offered a sad smile. “You should know your father’s kidneys are failing. His… the truth is his entire body will eventually shut down. That’s why his arms… they flop when he tries to raise them. His speech—”
“Incoherent,” I interrupted. Tolten. Tolten. Come back from Tolten. “That is, when he can speak.”
An uncomfortable moment passed. An eternity gutted my soul. “We’ve done all we can. But this is… you need to know this is the last stage. We’re keeping him as comfortable as we can right now.”
She must have believed I was strong enough to handle it. Wise enough to see the writing upon the wall. She knew little of my father’s resolve however, nor of the spirit I lent him all these months, and I was not about to quit.
Eventually, even a fool must realize when one’s own hand cannot bend fate. No matter how hard you try. “I appreciate all you’ve done. I really do.” I gritted my teeth. “That’s a tough sonofabitch in there.”
She nodded. “And a good son out here.”
Tolten. Come back from Tolten. My father’s words haunted me. It was time for me to go. “Can I ask a favor of you?” I said.
“You have my cell phone number in your contact list. Call me first should… should you need to. But not my mother. Please, spare my mother.”
“Of course,” she answered slowly.
Shuffling away, I whispered, “Thank you, Dawn.” It was at that moment I was dragged from the shadows. Things suddenly became all too real.
Dusk and Summer
Joseph A. Pinto
Does Heaven await beneath the waves? One man needs to know.
When his dying father whispers a cryptic message to him, he has no choice but to summon his courage and begin the quest of a lifetime. It’s a race against time to realize his father’s wish and fulfill his own destiny; it’s a discovery of the unbreakable bond between father and son. It’s a journey of the heart that unfolds where only the Chosen exist – in the moments between Dusk and Summer.
“A poignant, metaphoric conversation between son and father. A story that will warm your heart.”
–Yvonne S. Thornton, M.D., bestselling author of The Ditchdigger’s Daughters
The author will be donating a portion of the proceeds from this book to the Lustgarten Foundation for Pancreatic Cancer Research.
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ABOUT THE AUTHOR – Joseph A. Pinto is the horror author of two published books and numerous short stories; he is a member of the Horror Writers Association as well the founder of Pen of the Damned, a collective of angst and horror driven writers. Indulge in his unique voice on his personal blog josephpinto.com and PenofTheDamned.com. You can follow him on Twitter @JosephAPinto. Joseph hails from New Jersey where he lives with his wife and young daughter.
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8 thoughts on “Elements of Horror: Starring Joseph Pinto!”
Brent – thank you so much for hosting Joseph!
And thank you, Julie! 🙂
Great guest post, Brent & Joe!
Thank you, Nina 🙂
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Hey Brent, I really appreciate you having me aboard your blog! I’ve met a bunch of gracious and kind people while out on this blog tour, and you are most definitely one of them, my friend! Plus, you’re a fellow Scotch drinker to boot – nothing better than that!
My sincerest of thank you’s again!
Joseph, my door is always open for you to stop in and share a bottle.
Same here for you, brother. That’s what I’m talking about